Oh my goodness I promise it is easy to get one of my books.
Amazon directly prints copies of “The Shotgun Speaks” which you can order here: http://www.amazon.com/The-Shotgun-Speaks-Carrie-Rudzinski/dp/1484803124/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1411149663&sr=8-1&keywords=carrie+rudzinski
I have an E-book, which you can download directly to your computer/iphone/kindle and read (download the Kindle app for free): http://www.amazon.com/History-Silence-Carrie-Rudzinski-ebook/dp/B00JBYWO0A/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1411149663&sr=8-2&keywords=carrie+rudzinski
And you can order my book “The Endless Return Home” directly from me (and get a signed copy) by purchasing it through the paypal link at the top of my tumblr page: http://carrierudzinski.tumblr.com/
Hope this helps! Don’t die! xoxo
PS: Direct publisher link for my e-book is http://www.bicycle-comics.com/pages/books.html